| i, i know what you did...talking in the mission, talking over coffee. this is my utopia. |
[Jul. 26th, 2006|01:08 am] |
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I live my life in the past, and its something i think i need to get over. When im with my friends, usually ones i havnt seen in a little while, i love to talk and laugh about the great times we had and all of our inside jokes and memories. I hate to lose a friend, and i think im a great one. ive spent so much time worrying about my friends that ive grown apart from or that have moved on from me and wonder if i will ever get them back. Sometimes, people take you for granted and theyll never even realize it or how much it hurts you. i think about it alot. I know alot of people that i want to be best friends with forever or at least friends. Its funny how everytime some of my friends(that i dont talk to as much)has a breakdown because of death, love, or anything and they come running to me and i end up staying up all night telling them about how they dont deserve to be treated like this and that ill always love them and they can come to me for anything. the next day, youll get a thanks and then its back to the same ole same ole. i just hope one day theyll realize, and i need to get over people who i once thought were my best friends. |
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[Jun. 19th, 2006|08:59 pm] |
4 weeks.
today i swam with dolphins, it was awesome.
wednesday is my birthday. |
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| life has moments, its hard to describe. feeling great and feeling alive. |
[Nov. 1st, 2005|11:02 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | ON THE RIDE | ] |
i went to orlando last week during the no power thing. it was awesome. so was horror nights.
i saw: shanelle(in the mall AND in horror nights), katie H, aurora, chris?, sandra, sandras brother. i think there was another? whatev. |
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| honey, we can see right through ya. |
[Aug. 5th, 2005|05:04 pm] |
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| |  amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | mean girls | ] |
ahhh. sleep over at the O'Brien B&B last night. i got raped. and played trivial persuit(best game ever;winner) and we watched taking lives. what an extravaganza. lol.
i cant wait for tomorrow. warped tour is going to be so much fun, especially going with brett, tj and kevin. yay. alot of people are actually going this year its gonna be hXc. |
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| theres something going on everywhere i go tonight. |
[Jul. 24th, 2005|02:35 am] |
| [ | Feeling.. |
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| [ | music |
| | flipping through channels | ] |
so, i just got back from california like last night. hahaa it was soo much fun. i LOVE it there. if i could pick anywhere to live comfterably id pick L.A. its great. anywho we went to san francisco, and carmel and all these other places and then to L.A. it was alot of fun. and our hotels were all soo pretty. it was funny cus me and Jen were just looking for celebrities the whole time like a bunch of freaks. not liek id actually go up to one if i saw them. i would most likely just stare, and stare and stare hahaha. so first i thought i saw Jessica simpson im still not sure, and of course i told richie and kevin. cus idk just to brag hahaha and they both thought i was lying but w/e. i didnt see richie seeing anyone at all. did he? and kevin who cares. but then i did i swear on my life see DJ-AM(nicole richies fiance). in his bmw. and i just stared and he smiled(it was at a cross-walk). lol.
So we did some shopiing and stuff. and we drove to malibu. and OMFohsdljfjksahlj;h!G! i saw brad pitt. i am not lying, i swear on my life. heres the scene: we are all cruising in our red carolla(our lovely rental) in malibu, looking for stars and at houses. when this range rover pulls out in front of us from a gas station and i look in the car and im like GOOOOOO! thats BP BP(brad pitt). so my sister starts to follow and we followed him until he turned into his "private road". so that def had to be him and it was. and we were mad cus if we had been there 2 hours earlier we woudl have seen angelina jolie cus pics were taken of her in the spot we were earlier that day. gah it was exciting. oh yeah and i also went to see stanford. aww its soo pretty there i really liked it. oh yeah, san francisco has more hobos than i have ever seen in my life. they are all skitzos and i am NOT joking. they are scary rapist people. haha. anywho ill comment with pictures of my trip later and stuff.
BUT, i did get my schedule today and it sucks everyone in my classes suck as of now. enter ur names in the kush DAMNIT. and my teachers suck too. kristen got osme fun people in her class too. muahnah. im sure shell have fun with her best friend(s).
PEACE <33 Alison |
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| these words of mine.. |
[Jul. 14th, 2005|12:18 am] |
| [ | music |
| | natasha beddingfield | ] |
Leaving for California until
the 22th. farewell. cells on and stuff.
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| No one else can feel it for you. |
[Jul. 2nd, 2005|03:57 am] |
hahaha. today was been so funny. Well first of all Shayla came home today :). and we went to target and stuff and then we went to coldstones to see richie and all that and get ice cream but the power was out. dang it. how can the power be out all the ice cream will melt. soo then me and Shayla chilled a little bit more and we came back to our house. and we were scrunching each others hair and stuff. At like idk around 11. I went to richies and then Jen and shayla came and we chatted forever yo. and played with some beatles haha. We went on the roof of our church haha. that thing is sooo high up,like sooo high. it was pretty fun. we stayed there for like half an hour then we went back to richies front and stayed till a little past 1 and sauntered home and now we are burning cd's and watching movies.
<33 Alison
( Late Night Out ) |
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| We're so vain, and we like to have fun :) |
[Jun. 26th, 2005|05:51 pm] |
this weekend was soo much fun. lets see um the drive there was pretty hilarious i must say. with us watching movies playing uno and just being silly. then when we got their we went to our beautiful townhouse, it was two stories man. and then we went to eat at some fish place. it was fun. then we cam home and watch "Carrie" and all that fun stuff and stayed up till 2. then in the morning we woke up at 7! yikes, that was early. i almost died. anywho, in the morning we went to our breakfast buffet, and then to waverunning! omfgz!h(for u chuck) it was sooo much fun! i was behind mr reilly, hahahahahha. cus we werent "supposed" to drive or w/e. but mr R is my pimp daddy and he jumped ont he back. woa lasssie i am a speed demon i gunned it to as fast as that baby would go which idk was about 56.gahahah. mr reilly loved it cus i was doing all these tricks and fishtails my gosh it was fun. and then we both fell off. he was falling and he pulled me off with him thanks alot billy bob. the thing almost fell on me but he pulled me away. lol
Anywho then we went home and i slept forever cus we were tired as heck. and we hung out and went to outback steakhouse yo. that night me and kristen went to the pool. and to the hammocks, and i found CHarlie<3, oh i love that naive boy toy. he was from lousiana honey, how cool is he. then we went to sleep after reading our magazines ahha. next day we went outside and chilled and we fed tarpon! they jump up and bite ur whole arm literally i swear to god. and those things are huge! like a couple of feet. anywho we went to john penecamp and some old guy fainted and the parameics came, and since we are nice people. we were helping him it was scary he was delirious and coudlnt see right. and his honey bunny was crying, it reall was sad. anywhozzle, after that we hung out some more and went home. playa.
<3
( kristens Keys birthday adventure! ) |
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[Jun. 17th, 2005|11:55 pm] |
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| | girl interrupted | ] |
sooo yeah, today was really fun i love my friends<3. they are such tricksters. since disney fell through as of yesterday becasause of weather problems. my mom and kristen threw together a surprise party in like a day or less hahaha. and it was funny becasue my mom tricked me into getting derssed up by saying we were picking up my relatives and a 16 year old boy too and that he was gonna go to dinner with us and then wed bring him home. hahahahahahhahahaha. im still laughing about that. soo me and my sister went to the airport and then my mom calls and says "the flight is delayed till 9." i was like omg! why wouldnt she check that. soo low and behold i go home screaching to my mother about my ruined plans for tonight with my friends and i see this dumb huge banner and was liek oh shit. hahah. i didnt even wanna walk in cus i felt soo dumb. those sneaky devils. it twas a long night everyone just left. haha and bryans card was hilarious.
my birthday is tuesday, yay.
<33Alison |
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| my head is giving me life or death, but i cant choose. |
[Jun. 14th, 2005|02:56 pm] |
| [ | Feeling.. |
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| [ | music |
| | Foo fighters. | ] |
today i woke up at 2, thats so bad.
cha, so my birthday is in a week, and im going away to Orlando for it with some people.yay!.
So yeah, kevin came home like 2 days ago and i love him. we can talk for hours. oh yes and we are seeing sisterhood of the traveling pants,and the notebook. hahhahaa. he hates me for it, but they are must see movies.
tonight= MKA party at my house. all however many of them there are we are watching.<3
..going to the mall now and then swimming and kristens.
<33Alison |
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| the dr. says that now it wont be long. |
[May. 21st, 2005|10:46 am] |
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well. Yesterday was so much fun. but mostly becasue i got to see all of my old friends like pj, brett, nick s, and tj. i love pj so much hes so cute and all of them. i miss them so much. anywho. we didnt really do much. while trilce and bryan were in the movie me and lisa just walked around forever and ate and hung out iwth mackenzie, aaron and the rest of those hodlums.and then after there movie was out we hung out some more.
then at like idk what time. they came over again really late, and then we went to sleep at around 4 30.
today = watching closer, and eurotrip. |
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